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i decided i wanted to update this for some reason, but then i remembered i don't have anything to write about.
my life is pretty okay.
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[01 Nov 2005|11:17am] |
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this weekend was perfect. <3
I'm really lucky to have good friends and a good boyfriend <3
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[17 Oct 2005|09:58am] |
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Sometimes i like to update this journal. even though greatestjournal is probably better
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[14 Oct 2005|09:53am] |
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Sam talking. |
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I thought i'd update even though i never use this anymore.
I just went into Carpentry and talked to Alex for a little. He's such a goofy kid. i love him. We're hanging out next Saturday, it should be exciting
Graphics is wicked boring.
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[03 Oct 2005|01:59pm] |
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i have about fifteen minutes left of school. i'm bored. i kind of actually did stuff today though. it was pretty weird?
i like nate a lot <3
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[30 Sep 2005|10:10am] |
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i can't explain how i feel. i just love everything, but at the same time i'm wicked depressed. it doesn't make too much sense, i know. one minute i'll love life and nothing could be more perfect, and then next minute something will just pop into my head and make me want to break down and cry. i know i can't most of the time because i'm usually always with people and i don't want them to think i'm just trying to get attention, because honeslty, i'm not. that's not a way i'd want to be noticed. and i just don't know who to talk. i've almost been iscolating myself from people about my feelings and stuff. i know it can't be all that good to keep your feelings all locked up and stuff, but it kind of seems like no one really cares..to me anyways. i just wish i could tell someone just what exactly is on my mind, but to tell you the truth, i can't. even if i wanted to. there's no real way of explaining it. i know thousands of other people have the same feelings and stuff, but it makes me feel so pathetic and useless. sometimes, i wish i was just so far from everything and everyone. maybe i just need some alone time or something. i don't know. i really should be doing photoshop right now, but i'm not all that great at it. that's another thing, it seems like i fail at almost everything i do. and if i do do something, it's not very well. ]= ugh. i'm so pathetic.
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[29 Sep 2005|08:33pm] |
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i've been in such a good mood lately. and i like this feeling a lot.
<3
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[28 Sep 2005|09:24am] |
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we get out at 12:42 today. this shop is so gheyyyyyyy. djkfgadfhklgsfg
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[25 Sep 2005|08:42pm] |
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i'm in such a good mood. i honestly don't think you could even imagine how happy i am at this moment. man, life is so great. [= mannnnnn, i don't think nate realizes how much i like him. ahhhh!! i'm in such a great mood. &$*@&%*(#(*&@ weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
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[25 Sep 2005|02:40pm] |
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man, this weekend couldn't be any better. friday, i hung out with nate for a couple of hours and then went and saw against me!, it was a really good show. and then saterday i went into boston with nate, emily g, emily w, travis, sean, staci, and jon. it was fucking awesome. it was such a kickass time. we went into cambridge to the garment district. i got this wicked awesome bag that i like a real lot. but then walked across the bridge into boston. it was really pretty. and we went into condom world. i don't think i've ever seen so many dildo's in my life. it was pretty impressive actually. but anyways, today i went to the movies with nate and saw tim burton's corpse bridge. it was really good.. very cute.
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[20 Sep 2005|10:15am] |
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the faint <33 |
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i realized the only time i update is when i'm in shop. how pathetic. i'm so bored. i'm in related and i'm suppose to be doing adobe photoshop but honestly, it's really not all that exciting. i thought it would be really cool, but i thought wrong. i really like working on the presses though. i like working in the darkroom too. i really like the smell of the chemicals, which can't be all that good for you. but who cares. like five other people are updating their livejournals too in here. it's pretty funny, no one takes mr. murphy serious. he's old..and fat. he's a good teacher though. no one takes B serious either. but then again, no one takes any of these teachers serious. i mean you can talk to the teachers as if they're students which is a little weird but kind of cool. ugh, i keep sneezing, and my eyes are all watery..i hate being sick. justin brought me soup today. it was really nice of him. it sort of made me laugh too. but it was really thoughful. he got me some cough drops too. but i'm not really coughing all that much, but i just like the taste of them. i really hope my illness is gone by friday though. i would hate to be sick going to against me!. mr. murphy keeps singing and is like "why would you want to listen to music than listen to me." my school is so homosexual. oh man. ugh. i just want lunch to comeee.
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[20 Sep 2005|08:16am] |
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i'm suppose to be working on a project right now, but i kind of don't want to. i need to find historical events that happened on my birthday. sounds easy enough right? well, too bad nothing happened on September 15th. lame. but whatever, i'm sure i'll find something. friday i'm going with nate to see against me! and it should be pretty awesome. like four other bands are playing too, but i've never heard of them. nate said he thinks i would like one of the other bands, so i'm kind of excited. ugh. i really hate people in my shop. they're so ignorant. but whatever. i don't feel like doing anything today so maybe i'll chill in the darkroom again with sam. we were in there for a good hour and a half yesterday just talking. it was really neat. i had fun.
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[19 Sep 2005|08:26am] |
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bored. i just finished my tech writing now i have nothing to do.
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[16 Sep 2005|09:32am] |
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it's official, i had the best birthday ever. i really liked yesterday a lot. when i went to school i just felt so important, it was pretty nice. my friends are so awesome, i don't know what i'd do without them. after school i hung out with nate, i had a lot of fun then too. we walked around salem for a little, and we sat in the rain and talked. it was really fun actually. it doesn't seem it, but i liked it a lot. i like hanging out with nate, he's a cool kid to hang with. after, we went to my house and just sat around really. my mom and sister came into my room and they all sang happy birthday, it was cool. i almost fell asleep while nate was over, i sorta felt bad because we were just laying in my bed and i was almost like passed out. lol i hope he didn't mind all to much though. he got me this cd, and i really like it. it's Murder by Death. they have a really cool sound to them. their intruments are really unique sounding. i am in such a content mood. nothing is bothering me at all, which is very surprising. but i'm not compaining. tomorrow, i'm going to IHOP with a whole bunch of people. Chris, charli, sam, andy, travis, jon, edwin and me.i think that might be all.but it's going to be pretty cool. i am pretty excited. after we're going to a show in gloucester at the teen center, and i think artspace after. it should be awesome. haha today the funniest thing happened. man, did it make me laugh. theres this little kid, he's a freshmen and he seemed pretty cool. and charli came up to me today and was like "omfg dude. anthony talks sooo much smack about us" and she went on and was like "yeah i was talking to corey and he said that anthony was like 'yeah you know that charli girl? yeah well she gets around' and he was like 'yeah lizzy is so fucking hott, i'd fuck her, but she sort of dresses like a slut" hahah oooh man. people like that really irritate me, i mean if you don't like me or my friends, don't pretend to. because you will most likely loose my all respect for you. and basically, he lost it. because i mean, i deffinitally dress so slutty and charli is deffinitally a whore and do's everything with a penis, obviously. but at lunch we're totally going to be such dicks. just because we fucking rock. i usually don't like being mean, but today i kind of feel like it, just because i am in such a good mood and nothing is going to bother me today. i am pretty excited about it though, as lame as it sounds. but it should be cool. oh man, i can't get over how awesome my birthday was yesterday. i wish school was over. i just want to sleep.
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[15 Sep 2005|09:37am] |
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[= i got the big d and the kids table cd.
my friends own wicked hard.
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[15 Sep 2005|08:03am] |
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<marquee behavior=alternate>HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!</marquee behavior=alternate>
omfg, it's only 8:18 and everyone is all like OMG HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! emily and chris made me a cake!!! it was so awesome! IT'S BLUE!!! haha, and staci gave me a soggy waffle lmao omg ilove her. and charli made me a shirt, omg it's so kick ass. anddddd chris get me the DEGRASSI dvd!!! omfg i almost died. i kinda feel bad though, i mean i would've been satisfied with a happy birthday lol i can't believe i'm only 15
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[06 Sep 2005|10:13am] |
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i am so bored. it's now 10:13. and all of these fucking computers are blocked from EVERYTHINGGGGGG. saveeeeeeee meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i'm listening to the blood brothers on like full blast and everyone is looking at me. ugh i hate these people. i wish i was more social though, really.. i do. blah blah blah i'm boredboredboredbored. i wish i knew who i had in my classes for acedemics tomorrow. omfggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg. bored bored bored. earlier i printed up a book all on html. i am pretty excited. wow i'm such a nerd. *pulls up glasses; hard irritating breathing and drooling* oh my gosh i'm so excited!...okay that's enough. i wish we didn't start school yet. summer was great. i liked this summer a lot. nothing went wrong and i did something almost everyday. oh wow..theres deff. something sticky on this table. my sleeves in it at this very moment. livejournals are really pointless. i just realized that. like, they are wicked unnessicary but then again, like everyone has one. it's just like myspace, pointless but popular. i mean no one ACTUALLY reads these things. i mean, i know i don't. i just skim threw them..if that. this keyboard is wicked dirty. it kinda looks rad in a way. i wanna buy the against me! cd. ugh. i'm bored. i hate grapics. sdfhgjkdsfhgihsdfuighuidsfh. i hate these people!!!!! they're so obnoxious and loud. ugh. i use to be so patient and kind and friendly..then i came to the tech. i turned into the most impatient, ignorant bitch. i really did. i hate everything. i really do. i need to go to the library...i don't wanna though. it's lame. the library is wicked lame. kdjghdfjkghjksdfh why are the blood brothers so good? wow. so yeah..about this kid i like i talked about like two hours ago in my other update. he's lame. but i like lame kids. so therefore, i like him. i hate it. he's almost always on my mind. but i love when he's not. and empasize "love". i just want him to know how i feel ]= ugh. i feel so emo right now. all i do is complain and don't really do anything about it. i know i should. i should be like "you know what..i like you. you're wicked dumb. and lead me on all the time...and i'm pretty sure you don't like me. but hey, i like you and i have no idea why." but we all know i won't say that. hell no. i would never have the balls to say this. i mean i could say his name right now because i know like no one is going to read this..but i'm not going to, just incase. ugh i'm emooooo! ]=
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[06 Sep 2005|08:03am] |
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It's another day in graphics. it's only 8:17 and i'm already updating in this stupid thing. what can this tell you? i wish these lame computers wern't blocked to like every frickin' site so i can fix my myspace, but obviously i can't cause they thing we're going to watch porn or something. lameeee. i want to take my grapic binder home cause theres a whole bunch of html i wanna try on my myspace. i'm such a myspace whore, it really isn't good. i have to leave in 9.5 minutes to go to MCAS Math. i hate that class. i don't talk to anyone. i don't talk to anyone in shop really either. except for sam, but that's not all that often. i have nothing to do cause i finish both of my projects we were working on.. *sighs* but i plan on going into Machine Tech after break..or whenever i'm not doing anything..so that shouldn't be hard to find time to go in there seeing i never do anything. but anyways. i've been thinking about this kid a lot lately. it really sucks. i like him a whole lot, and i don't think he feels the same. i really just want to tell him how i feel, but i don't want to be annoying. i feel like i annoy him a lot. theres nothing more than i want than to make him know how i feel. we get along so well too. i mean, whenever we hang out, he sends these like, vibes almost that makes me think he likes me. but then reality takes over and i realize he don't. i'm pretty sure he likes someone else..i hate emotions sometimes. i really do. i mean, he frickin' leads me on so much. i don't even think he realizes it either. like we have awesome times hanging out and stuff.. i love hanging out with him. some of my friends say he's just playing hard to get. god i hate it. i just don't think he likes me at all. why do i always fall for people who don't fall back?
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[01 Sep 2005|02:02pm] |
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so yeah, i'm in shop still and i'm still wicked bored..i can't do anything online cause everything is blocked.
gheyy
2:03 PM. i'm free in 27 minutes.
i spent like 30 minutes in machine cause graphics was so boring..ughhhh. although the people in machine are wicked cool. we were on this roof thing. it was pretty cool. i was with jon and andy and then sam came. and then sean did. it was cool
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